Jiayu ;D

2012-01-27T10:11:00.000-08:00

You are the first guy that reaches my soul.

2012-01-21T04:49:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i really wish i can grow up
in a family without financial problem.
i wish from young, eating at a simple restaurant
or even fast food is something normal for my family.
i wish that from young, i don't have to keep all my
wish lists to myself, and never get the things i want,
just because i know its so hard for them to give me money.
i wish..

I wish i can be some one that is always
sure and firm of what i want.
I wish i wouldn't be so easily
pressured and brainwashed by others.
I wish that i wouldn't be so self conscious.. Sigh.

2011-12-08T06:32:00.000-08:00

Are you in love with some one else :x

2011-06-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

Argh idk what viruses just caught me.
Stomach super pain just now. felt like smth is tossing inside.
Feel like I'm going to vomit and have diarrhoea anytime.
But i did not and when i came out of the toilet,
a strong flu virus just attacked me.
my nose is running like a water tap now aand it is choking me.
My heart beat went so fast i had difficulty breathing
and i felt like vomiting again. so crazy.
Just ate a flu medicine, going to sleep now.
Goodnight.

2011-06-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hiiii. it has been so long since i have blogged!
Today i ate LJS for dinnerrr:) alone,
before going to the popular.
Many people would rather starve themselves at home than to eat out alone.
but its fine w me.
sometimes i like to have some time alone,
to talk to God or to ponder over some stuffs
While I'm eating :)

Today God spoke while i was eating in LJS.
initially i ordered a golden deal one.
And they gave me combo one, which is also 4.5o :)
Combo one is better cos it has the shrimps .
but idk why i go to the cashier
and told them that they gave me e wrong one.
when i went back to my seat,
Holy Spirit began to speak to me.

Many times in life aren't we like this too?
God wants to give us smth better.
But at times we are stubborn, or we don't trust God,
we want it our ways, so we disobey Him.
Very soon we lost sight of Him.
and we took one whole big roundd,
or even walked around in circles for dk how long,
before we come back crying to God again.
Isnt it true.
I don't want to experience this pain again.

2010-07-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

Lord, teach me to love others like how you do.
Cos your love never fails. Your love is unconditional.
I want to be genuine, understanding and patient.
I want to have tolerance and view others through your eyes.
Not based on my own perspective but yours,
Im selfish. Without You, I cant love others the right way.
Teach me your ways Lord..

2010-06-14T04:52:00.000-07:00

Hi! :)
Holiday is here.
4 days of training per week! Argh.
However, outing with my class 4C is heart warming :)
We caught 'The Karate Kid'!
Super AWESOME. Go catch it too!
Also, enjoyed outings and movies with Val TTY and co :)
We also watched 'Prince of Persia'!

Other than these, there's another significant thing which is.
Radical Conference 2010!
God has hit me hard and spoken to me deeply through Pastor Preston and Pastor Paul.
Teared because i realised how much God loves me!
Someone who's always there for me, and will never forsake me.
Im greatly encouraged and am now ready to accept new challenges :D
No matter what kind of situation i face,
I know i will overcome. Cos someone above has a plan and a purpose for me :)

Sad that I cant make it for Acts Revive Chalet.
There's also 3A and 6 Hope class outing coming up. :)
Hope there's going to be lots of bonding!
Guess for the rest of the holiday I will spend more of my time working and training.

God bless all of you!
<3

2010-04-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

Dissection of frog in Bio class

Chinatown Heritage Tour

Random

I Love Hospital.

2010-03-19T22:03:00.001-07:00

Im falling in love with you. :)

2010-03-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

Helloz everybodyz.
So lazy to blog nowadays hee.
CT1 is over. Quite satisfied with my results.
Though I think there's still room for improvement.
Cannot be complacent, if not my mid year results will cui.
Hope I can do even better for mid year.
Also grats to Joel for his results~

I guess the happiest part of this month is my birthday celebration.
Wanna thanks all who wish me and celebrate with me this year. :)
Recently.. Out with val ty and qi lorz.
Had a good time with them on Friday (Y)
Sad, my baby eileen go for modules sports on her last day of sch in term,
which is so shag. huh eileen?!
Went Boat quay to drink for Yan Ting's birthday celebration.
Thenzxc..

Today,
Went to IT fair at Suntec with Qi Jun today.
Then to Fu nan, Sim Lim, IMM, just to find one lappy!
My legs feel like breaking.
But so glad she found what she wants by the end of the day :D
Tmr must go back to sch for class. and training.
Arghhh.

BYEBYEZ.
It's so hard to believe it at times,
And it gets a lil tiring.
That I no longer wish to make an effort. To make the best out of it.

2010-02-22T03:40:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY to all ! :)

Slacked with Gilyn, Yin Keat and Co. on Chu Xi.
Had a great time with my relatives.
Also visited Gilyn, Yuen Yung, Jereen and Clement Teow's house :D
Really enjoyed!
Pics to be uploaded soon.

Its now Common Test One..
Good luck to all for the exam ! :D
Got to go study now.
I seriously want to finish my history essay writing tmr!
GoodBye :)

2010-02-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

Saturday

After church, went to Gilyn house.
Victor Ah Ben and Zhi Cong were playing mahjong.
Not long after, all chatted at 180.
A few other guys were there too.
Gilyn and I headed to Mac to do our homework. :)
Then stayed over at her house.

Monday

Wsp VS Clementi Town, 16-31.

Many things tumbled on me today.
Depressed.
Whats wrong with me.

Issit my fault,
If an important friend of mine walked out of my life?

Its the start of another new month.
I gotta feeling Im going to screw up everything.
But I know I cant let this happen,
It's all a battle in the mind..
Anw, Common test is near.
Got to find time to start revising :)

Wan An Da Jia~

2010-01-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

MY HP IS WITH CHUAAAA NOW. MEOW!

Today i dont know why time seems to fly so fast.
The period which left me the deepest impression is F&N.
I put a wrong ingredient into the blender.
Ukasha made a wrong step too.
We messed up everything, and din have time to finish our cooking.
Luckily Mdm Selena helped us.
Feel so demoralised! Lol. but we had fun.
Wonder if I am wrong to take F&N this year..
I need to practise and put in much more effort.

After sch, spent my times with Chua, Qi and Maggie in the canteen.
Then headed to plaza. Studied with kelly, an ling, yiwei, judith and chuaa.
I enjoyed, its an awesome day! :)
At least much of my focus is back..
I cant let the cycle repeats by itself again. Yea.
Studies will always come first.
Thank you Lord for the day. :)

2010-01-22T08:56:00.000-08:00

Thursday match with CCK.
Won, 40-6 (:

Yesterday headed to Pizzahut with Natalie.
Then to her houseee.
Bathed and did some homework.
Wanna faint, she cant stop touching her computer! hahaha.

Studied with An Ling, Kelly and Judith just now.
Went home at 7 plus, :)
Two more essays to go !

Im seriously very tired now,
Mind very blank !
Forgot what I wanted to say..
Shall end here and post on other days.
BYE.

I like these :)

2010-01-21T22:59:00.000-08:00

Updated my links, and have also removed dead links :)
Thanks for all who have been tagging,
Tags to be replied soon :)
Friday is a good good day ! :D
Going off to study with Kelly at lot one.
Will continue my post at nighttt.

2010-01-18T04:20:00.001-08:00

Really got no time to update LOL.
So sorry, like every one reminding me tt my blog is dead T.T

Westpring VS Tanglin today.
We won,
17-5 :D

I really want to thank God for that.
The night before, God gave me a vision of me defending.
And also us winning !
At first i thought it was quite unbelievable..
But it really happened exactly like what I saw today.
God reminded me not to worry just before the match start.
Using what I've learn in my qt last night.
He gave me wisdom, helped me to be strong and to persevere.
I din expect myself to do what i actually do today.
I wanna praise God for that. :D
However, there are some areas to be improved of cos,
And I will not give up..
Thanks team, we are in this together yea.
Lets work hard together, Jiayou! :)
Loves.

Got to go now, Bye !

2009-12-30T22:17:00.000-08:00

Finished watching Autumn Concerto Ep 13 !
Waiting for Ep 14 to come out :D

Nice show!
I recommended Victor to watch & he's starting to watch alr. YES.
HAHA.

Read Van ness 's blog.
He's such a passionate and good guy. A great dancer as well!
A man of God, and positive about life.
So encouraged by his posts, and there's alot to learn from him :) :)

Got to go tidy up my room now.
Update next time.
Countdown at esplanage later YAY ! :D

2009-12-21T04:25:00.001-08:00

Please help to click on my Nuffnang Ads !! >>>> THANKS.

These few days I am busy having training and
preparing for xmas gift exchange :)

Saturday i stayed over at chin house ^^
Yesterday im out with chin and kau to IMM.
Preparing for xmas gift things !
Now going to Gilyn house make sushi~
hmmm.
Tmr got friendly match and meeting up with kau, chin & edward :)

K i just ordered lens from blogshop. Excited!
And getting a new phone soon !
Like Cool onlyyy wahahhahaha !
happy uh !
Aiming to buy a new school bag, shoe, stationaries, slipper next.
And more more more HEH :D
Got to go now haha.
BYE!

2009-12-16T08:58:00.001-08:00

HELLO.
Im back from YI CAMP :D
It's really awesome !
And I will update more soon.
GOODBYE. :)

2009-12-07T04:08:00.000-08:00

Sian everything is cancelled.
Staying at home right now.
Wondering.. SHould I work or not??
So annoyed. In need of cash.

2009-12-06T10:09:00.000-08:00

2 Dec

Went to school to study.
Found out that even though there's a 2ND retest,
I still have to retain most likely.
Feel so demoralised. Dont feel like studying anymore sigh.
Then slacked at lot one with kelly cheryl and nat (:
I LOVE NATALIE, (as requested by her) LOL !

3 Dec

NETBALL AMAZING RACE.
Like Nice sia!
We go around the North and East part of SG. FUN.
Know alot more about the famous places in SG by then. :)
Picturesss~
You can view more on facebook :P

Photos with 3 Hot Tourists ! LOL

WS Defenders Team gets the first to the last stop in Sentosa :D
Cheers.
You can see in the last pic that Im dead tired.
Fell asleep while every one else is busy chatting at the end of the day.
Lols.
The event start at 7am end at 5pm.
But its worth it :)

Night went to Gilyn's house to pass her smth.
Chatted with her.
Then slept over at her house, way too tired. :)

4 Dec

Studied again in school in the morning.
Then slacked with Vivien, Qi, Esther, Yan Ting & Gilyn at night (:

5 Dec

Church. It was awesome :)
God's presence is great.
Did a lot of reflection..
Celebrated SNN and PD birthday too ! Woots ! :D
Hmm getting back on my bible race again :)

6 Dec

Lunch at Wan Lin's house :)
Lovely!

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Done !
Tmr have study in the morning, training in the afternoon,
follow by a trip to Sakura at Doby Ghaut for a job interview !
Hopefully a success. :)
Bye, will update again !

2009-12-02T03:29:00.000-08:00

CHANGING BLOGSKIN SOON !
Anyway my tagboard feels so dead.
People please tag when you visit!

2009-12-02T02:20:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiii Im back :)
Shall update briefly what I've been doing during this holiday. :)

First half of Nov - study and retest
19 to 22 nov - Langkawi trip with 3C and 3A (Good bonding with my class!)
By 23 Nov - End of Netball Mini League

24 to 26 Nov - Chalet with Yan Ting Gilyn Yan Ling and Co.

1st night.
They drank but I din join cos I had eaten flu panadol.

2nd day.
Cycling in the morning and afternoon.
Played swing and smth that spin us non stop,
With Yan Ting and Yan Ling.
Lol funnnnn.
Went back and watched them play blackjack.

Night.
That is the most memorable one for me haha.
After dinner, we parked our bike at the side of the road,
one by one in a long straight line.
While waiting for some 4B people to come and join us.
Cute and exciting !
Then cycled to OCH.
Its a long way, and really fun but tiring due to many slopes. :)
After that head to 4B chalet with Yan ting and co.
Then back to our own chalet.
Dead tired !

3rd day.
Sleep until check out time.
Trained home with Yan Ling. :)

27 Nov - Hiking with Acts 3 :)

Then to OCH again !
This time we went in. Used torchlights.
But unfortunately we got screened by police.
So sad we got to get out of the place,
when we haven even explore much.
Im planning to go in again some other days. Hiak Hiak !

29 Nov - Happy Birthday to Peggy Chin ! :D

Sent the mission trippers off at the air port.
And then went to Ten Mile Lounge to celebrate Peggy's birthday :D
Most of the girls were half dead at the end.
Tyvm to the rest who took care of us..

1 Dec - Slacking with sisters.

Meet at fajar to slack, with Qi & Co. Matong, Red Tea.
We got very high and noisy Lols..
Then headed to Greenridge. & Jing Lin joined in.
This is the night I get to ride on a Motorbike for the first time.
San Ji fetched me to go one around.
YAY ! Funnnnnnn. :D Thanks !

Rest of my free time, is just msn and face book!
Now for the rest of Dec,
Is studying time and retest AGAIN !
Oh myyyyy. Zzz.
Seriously no life rightttt.
Im in need of money but have no time to work!
Thats all.
Pictures will be uploaded next time.

BYE !

2009-10-26T10:42:00.000-07:00

At Gilyn house now, with Jiaqi and Regine :)
Com broke down again, this time really no hopeee.
Father will ask people to come and repair.
So wont be posting so much from now..

Got back all my results already..
I never pass any.. Sigh.
Tmr is promotion day, hope i will get good news on wed.

Tmr going down to causeway with Noel bro.
To find Gilyn :)
Hope to have an enjoyable day with them.
Thats all~ Byeeee .

I guess things are getting better and better.
Im excited for a change from this end of year onwards.
Lord I know you are with me... :)

2009-10-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiii.
Im now at Lim Gilyn my mummy houseee.
Looking for jobs with her later (:
When i was on my way to her house, saw an air stewardess.
Dont know why, I think its so cooool hahaha.
But its quite impossible tt next time i want to be an air stewardess la,
Not the kind of life i want, hees.

Yesterday

Went to jog.
Then meet Regine and Jiaqi at fajekkkk.
Slack awhile with Ah Ben (:
Went home at 3 plus?
And i din sleep all the way until 7 plus.
Cos i helped Sze Xian with her EOY arttt (:
After passing her the work, I went home to sleep until 3 plus.
Hmmm.

EOY exams is over ! :D
Happy happy, but afraid tt im going to be retained or drop to NA.
Sigh, we shall see.
Will stay out later today, celebrating ~~ Woots.
K, shall post until here only. (:
BYEBYE.

Suddenly i feel guilty.
Im sucha bitch?..
I should just stop whatever I'm doing.
And stop my imaginations from running wild too.
It should be my wishing thinking all along.
Sigh.
他是不会喜欢我的

2009-09-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

HIHI.
I just got my IC todayyyy ~!
Feel so excited, like i have grown up lols ! :P
I slept at 5am yesterday.
Why?!
Because I chatted with qiqi throughout the night.
We cooked MAGGIE to eat.
Talked about many many things.
And I even taught her how to do History questions.
Haha,
I Love Yap Jia Qi, and Yap Yu Ling ! (:

I have lots of pictures to upload.
Gonna post when I have time.
Jiayu is going to do her homework now.
Byeee !
Love everyone ;)

2009-09-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

Having a very bad flu :@
Im so noisy in class today, was blowing my nose for almost the whole day..
But I will be good and go to sch tmr,
Cos I dont wanna miss out any important things..
Im already very slow in learning ! :X

Andand..
My hair is getting thicker ><
Shall let it grow longer and trim it alittle again.

Just realised people around me are all very stressed up because of studies..
All very pek chek. Lols.
Come on, cheer upppp !
Jiayous everyone ! :D

I feel so bored now~
Sianzx..
Night night..

Past times.. (:
But really missed them. Haha..

2009-09-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

Helloooo.
Today I woke up and ate lunch bought by my father.
So niceee.
Played audi awhile..
Then went to fajar Mac study with qiqi :P
Dont know why today have mood swings.. ):
So stressed up also because of my E maths practice paper.
Nothing much le..
Tmr sch reopen )))))))))):
I need to chase after TIME again..
Wan an da jia ~

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一年过去了。
一年听起来很短，可是我们都成长与改变了很多。
很多东西都不一样了。
什么永远在一起的也是骗人的。
我们自以为很了解对方，但其实我们并不懂。
在一起快乐的回忆已模糊。
为彼此伤心难过已变成了过去。
现在你找到了幸福，也应该得到我的祝福。
我承认一直以来是我自私。
是时候该放手和忘记了。。
再见了，cys ..

[最熟悉的陌生人]

2009-09-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE!
Im so sad now because Xiaoqi and Solomon says Im a monkey !
LOL!
Today i went to church , and after that to greenridge !
With Maggie, Vivien, Siti and Eunice.
Thats all,
Shall post tmr ! :D

2009-09-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

So Buang ! But quite cute and funny lahs.. Hahaha !
So coincidentally im a WD in netball too ! (:
I dont know why recently i keep dreaming during my sleep..
Same for today.
I woke up at 12 plus ..
Ate and went to school for training (:
I think training is quite fun today.
But requires alot of willpower..
Ran at least 15 or more of suicides today..
God became the source of my strength.
I remembered a quote and that keeps me going.
"A champion is willing to undergo training" .
Yep.. After which we had a long team talk with Coach Anni.
Very very meaningful..
I look forward to seeing our team goes up to a higher level (:
However, of course actions need to be taken !
Not just saying, but doing it as well.
I guess I need to stop procastinating and start doing something for the team !
So YJY must learn ! ):
PROCASTINATION is a NO-NO.

Done.
Going out to meet Kellie Sis awhile now (:
Byebye, goodnights everyone ! Loves.

2009-09-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

Let me also update you readers with pictures (:

1st: Lot one with KELLIE, DIANA and JOLYN.

2nd: Kellie's Birthday

Lastly: Town with Qian yi

THATS ALL ~ :D

2009-09-10T05:31:00.001-07:00

Tuesday

Went back to sch for remedial.
Then came back and prepare.
Met Kellie, Diana and Jolyn.
Then Yue Kai, Min Yang, Min Wei, and Zi Qiang (:
We went to Jurong Chevron to sing K !
Finished at 12 plus, no bus back home le.
So we went to Yang and Wei's house to ton.
Their mother so nice, cook chicken wing and fries for us,
Even when it was already so late, hahas (:
After eating, still not full enough,
So went to the kopitiam downstairs to buy more foood. (:
After that, we gathered in the room to chat,
While some others were using computer (:
And then I fell asleep..

Wednesday

Woke up at 5 plus..
And left the house at 6 in the morning to go home.
To ensure my safety, Min Wei sent me to the bus stop by bicycle (:
Thanks !
Was so tired, so din go for bio remedial..
Slept until afternoon, then went to svv house with Jiaqi (:
She cooked Spaghetti and Cambell soup for us,
So niceeee :D Thanks !
After eating, watched "Transformer"..

Next,
Headed to Fajar Mac with only Jiaqi to study :D
Got a feeling of satisfaction after completing one assignment !
Hahahas.
After studying, slacked awhile then went home :D

Today

Woke up and just stayed at home.
Watched Why Why Love with Jiaqi, and see her play audi too (:
Just finished dinner.
Going to do homework now ! ;)
Photos taken with Kellie they all at K will be uploaded soon !
NIGHTs peepo . ^^

2009-09-06T21:22:00.000-07:00

Kellie Sis and Me

Say Hello to September Holiday ! (:
I have so much to say, things that I have been keeping inside my heart for so long.
Also dont know where to start from le.. Lols..
And my computer is alright already, recovered on its own.
Going out with Qian yi later,
Shall post when I come back .
Dont worry readers, I will update more (:
Byebye !

2009-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

Currently at lanshop now.
Dont really know what to say.
Too long never update le.. :X
Sorry guys, my com is down again !

This coming wednesday is my O level MT Oral..
Super nervous leh !
Hope God will guide me through (:
I can do it de..

Have a sudden urge to play POOOL !
After the oral, sure going to jio people go.
Deal with xinyi, venessa and Qi le ! Muahahas.
Miss Kellie Sis, Gilyn and Natalie lots too (:

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Recently,
Just feeling quite stress with my studies..
Dont know why.
The harder I try, the more the pressure I get from parents..
But right now..
Things are getting better..?
They are trying to give me more space le..
Most of the days i go home right after sch too (:
Good good ! (:
Guys, must continue to support me alright ! :P
Cannot retain..

But Physics and Chemistry sucks ):
...

Lastly, I love YAP JIA QI and YAP YU LING :D :D

And and..
Hope San Ji will be safe and fine.. (:
Everybody miss him!
(:

Gonna end here..
Bye peepo !
Take cares all.

你的温柔。。
没有人能代替。。 (:

2009-06-30T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hello all (: !
Yap Jia Yu is super guai now .
Since school reopen, I haven't been sleeping in class.
All lessons wide awake ! Muahahha.
So proud of my changes !
Thank God for that..
Jesus is my strength and my solid rock (:
Oh yeah, I will make sure this continues on !
Got to study hard (:
Till here, update more next time.
MISS ME alrights ! :P

Tags replied:

Sabrina: Hey, loves !
Jolyn: Heyyyy, you too ! :D
JQ & San Ji: LOLLL ! Ya very man ! San Ji, take care, long time never see you le. Hahas.. Treat my sis good too ! Bleah ! :D
Natalie: NO TIME MA !! Too high liao that time !! And too busy talking on the msn. hahas~ Love you ! Finally tag me lor hahahas
Maggie: So late then know my blog ! Lols. ILOVEYOU (:

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Deep down in my heart.
I know,
Nobody can replace you [:
你还在我心上的某一个地方 .

2009-06-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday all netball..
I missed all the classes that Im supposed to have in sch.
Kinda regret now, Im lagging behind alot !! ZZ.

Tuesday,
After training and lunch..
Went back home to sleep until Wednesday afternoon.
Wow, its like one whole day..
I feel so energetic after that..
Wednesday is match with Woodlands Ring..
We won.. Score: 27-21 (:
After the match, went back home (:
Night, NATALIE TAN jio me out for moviee~
10plus we cabbed to AMK hub.
Catch "Monster VS Aliens"..
Quite nice leh ^^
After movie, we cabbed back to Panjang.
I sent Dar Home , so sweet of me eh , muahaha !

Next..
It was 1 plus going to 2am i guess..
Headed to 163 to slack with friends.
Reached home only at 5 plus..
And in between this 3 hours, is SUCK, SHIT, whatever you can call it.
Sat in a police car for the first time.
Whatever, NO big deal.
The big deal is, I met policemen that scold crude words AND vulgarities.
That is super duper PROUD.
That accused me of things that i NEVER say.
I hate people who malign me, accuse me.
LOL, very smart meh?
Accused my friend too.
I am doubting his capability of solving cases now. Ha..
I remained silence most of the time and talked to him nicely.
Treated him with my utmost respect.
But ultimately, He lost my respect for him (:

I Hate Police From Now On.
Most of them..Proud and Unreasonable.

However, there's still another one who smiled and chatted with me..
I've seen and heard many others that gave teenagers lots of chances.
Why that night, Im not given even a chance??
I just need my own space thats all..
I just need friends for company.
I just need to get out of my house. Get away from my stress.
I dont think im committing some big crime.

Maybe..
Maybe God wants me to take it hard this time..
And get back on the right track.
I dont know..
But im thankful that I was not locked up..

Whatever..
Just feeling stressed up currently..
I know Im torturing people that are around me..
People that love me..
Parents, Him, God, Brothers and Sisters..
Making them worried and crazy for me..
I promise God and myself that I will change this time..
I love them too, dont wanna make them worry..
Only thing is, I dont really like home now..
Nobody will understand why and whats going on.. ):
I just feel like getting out to relax and enjoy..
Gah, facing too much stress ):
Yeah..
I need to learn to cope with this..
Im sure God has planned many good things ahead of me..
I must pass this level de !!
JIAYOU JIAYU ! (:

Done..
It's quite a long post.
Just needa throw out everything that Im thinking..
I guess i feel better now.. (:
Nights people ~

2009-06-08T14:18:00.000-07:00

After the phone call..
Zz..
Just teared until I fell asleep..
Then morning dreamt of him..
!@&%^&*$^#
And ended up being late to meet my team on monday.
Me and Qi headed to Kallang Netball Stadium on our own.
But we made it on time for warmup (:
Match with Chong Boon.
Down by five, 25-29.. ):

Night went to Yio Chu Kang cemetry explore..
With Qi and Co (:
Anyhow hail a lorry, the driver is so kind
Drove us to Batok alight us..
Me first time.. :P
Feeling is, SHIOK !! Super windy, super cold (:
We went to eat and slack..
Stupid San Ji made us so high ~!! LOL.
With his singing.. Rubbish lo, hahahahs.
Cabbed back home then..
Off to bathe and sleep now.

BYEBYE (:

2009-06-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

Radical Conference was greatttt for the past 3 days..
First time we worship like this.
hahas..
The band rocks, with their craziness and dance.
:D

These 3 days i also slept at 4am everyday..
Waking up in the afternoon the next day..
Getting to bad lifestyle le.. Lols..
Eyes becoming smaller ! Rah.

Today I went to SVV house for MAHJONG (:
With Qi Jun, Chen Ye, and Alicia !
Im super noob and blurrrrrr.
But I won one round, by luck ! Lols !
So happpy la, bleah.
I promised i will master it.
Gonna practise at Viwawa ! Hahas..

Nothing liao~
Tmr got match with CHONG BOON.
Zz..
Gotta sleep as early as I can.
So nights everyone ! :D
BYE.

Memories flashed back..
*Smiles*..
I miss you. I miss those times..
But Im slowly letting go...
Entrusting it into God's hands..
All the couples' testimonies just gave me strength..
It's powerful.. To get back tgt by God's perfect timing.
Im not sure about our future..
But you're a great guy (:
Im happy I once had you..
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God I pray that you will save him from the destructive world.

2009-06-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry for leaving my blog dead for about 1 week.
My computer went crazy again.
Cant switch it on for many days.
Today miraculously came to alive AGAIN. ^^

Updates:
Lost to PLMGS ):
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Tues training.
Wed slack with Qi and Co, fun~ :D
Thurs dinnered at Fajar after training,
Then went home to sleep..
Woke up at midnight,
But cant get back to sleep again -.-
Recently always like this.. If not is cant sleep..
Panda eyes coming outtttttttttttttttt. :@
Friday which is today.
Meet the parents session !
One word : STRESS. ):
I got to pull up my socks during this June Holiday...
Jiayu Jiayou ! Mr Loo tell me, LOL !
Cute bodoh !

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Remember I just accompanied Gilyn and Kene to hospital last week (:
Gilyn pei him go inside to consult the doctor.
While i waited outside the area, for 3 hourssss!
Some pictures here :D

Bored until cannot uh ! 3 hours inside..
Then I start to make stupid faces :P

Nothing much le (:
Its 2am now !
Yap Jia Yu is super hungry and bored !!
Should be eating cup noodles later.
Nights peepo !
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2009-05-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Have been sick for the past few days. my voice so man hahas.
And busy with netball.
Sorry for the slow update,
Shall tell your the latest news of our Netball ENERGIZER League.

WSP & COMMONWEALTH, 42-41

WSP & BOWEN, 39-24

Yay, wish us good luck for the upcoming match on monday.
Playing with Payar Lebar MGS (:

As for School..
Mon and Tues got an MC, so never go sch.
Friday.. Dont feel like going to sch.
At the same time, eyes also swollen on that day.
Coughing like mad, voice totally changes -.-
Wed and Thurs I did go :P
Have been busy going for training..
Im so sorry to team that becos of me falling ill, they are some how burdened..?
Dont know. Really sorry ><
Argh I must really recover fast !
Ching why you also sprain your leg~
hahas.. nvm, get well soon ! :D
ANd after training, I realised exercising helps me to feel better.
WOW :D

OKAY. Now show your some pictures.
Taken when I went kite-flying with my dear cell grp members. Enjoy ! (:

[Flying Kite]

we failed before.

The kite flying up high in the sky

[Some unglam]

[Others]

Mi mi yan Family -.-

Fireworks at Night (Singapore Arts Festival)

Im getting in love with 24 drums, after watching this performance (:

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DONE !
Out to plaza now.
Bye ! (:

2009-05-26T08:53:00.000-07:00

I love Sis :D

Just a short post !
My computer was spoilt for a few days .
Today kee siao suddenly my computer come to life ! :D
Was sick and having fever, din go school.
Afternoon went back school to watch training.
Came back home~
Night went to find Kellie and Diana.
Hahahahahhas.
I enjoyed !
Went to Kellie's house for awhile.
Her younger sis is cute.
And keep pestering us to bring her out.
We have to coax her -.- Lols..
10pm come out slack awhile, Sis bought her Macflurry.
10.30pm three of us walked back home.
Sorry sis, i steal your pic !
Ahahahas, see your pic over here.
Must feel honoured ok! :D
You told me to post, here it is (:
Tmr will post more !

Nights everyone !
I miss him.

2009-05-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

Today is a torturous day.
Morning have training.
My leg is going to break, after running for so long.
My back aches when i run too much too.
went to eat Mac Breakfast with the netballers. YUM (:

Off to churchh.
Was quite a good day with peggy chin !
THank God that even though i made so much mistakes..
He still speak to me.
The Holy Spirit is always trying to teach me and guide me.
Just that most of the time im unaware of it..
Until tonight..
God's presence is strong..
And, God just told me..
His heart is broken.. When i did not take gd care of myself.
Sigh.. Zzz.
Blablabla...
Night went out....dont wish to elaborate le.
But thanks NAT for accompanying me.
WHen i need someone the most. Love you.

Tmr going marina to fly kite with Acts3.
wooo, hope can make my mood better...

今晚我的心就快被撕裂了。
很痛。真的很痛。
对不起。。。
总之我永远都无法原谅我自己。。
永远。
我不想再伤害你了。

我..是真的爱你 )':

2009-05-13T21:39:00.000-07:00

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Brain bursting .

我很伤心。
当天我不应该做那么愚蠢的事！
我是大笨蛋。。）：

我很失望。
我知道自己一定会考不好。
也有很多还需要赶上。
我的头脑快爆了。

对这份感情，
我也是个失败者。
都是你不顾自己，
一直在试着弄我开心。
我却什么都不能做。

我一直在想。
一直问主，一直问自己。
可是越想越乱。

其实我爱你们。
也试着去珍惜身边的人。
可是没有人了解。
没有人记得。

STRESS man!
Now waiting for a pig to wake up.
And then i can go out with her.
Her name is NATALIE TAN (:

So relieved that exams is over ! :D
Take cares everyone, have funnnn.

2009-05-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!
ahahahahhas.
Had a good time dinnering with ACTS 3 :D
Woohoo, quite high with xiao qi steph qi jun cc wei hao and you yang :D
Lolsss.
Now im msn-ing with my DAR (natalie), Qi Jun, Benjamin, Brendon, xiaoxiong.
hahahas super high tonight! xD

Church is great today.
Im so happy papa and mama dont object me to go alrdy.
This is good news ! :D
Papa and Mama also attended the Mother's Day event at church last night.
Im sure there will be a change in my family.
Becos with God, nothing is impossible [:

Last few days have been studying..
Either at home or outside only lor..
If not.. just slacking outside..
So glad that i got a tutor now [:
Hope i can really buck up on my studies..
Too late for mid year perhaps,
But i will, for the other half of the year.
Jiayu Jiayous ! -.-
Hahas..
Tmr Mother's day.. Family going out celebrate. yay :D

Ok im missing Natalie Tan .
And im meeting her tmr ! wahahhas.

Plus Pang Qi Jun and Kellie Pang !
I wanna meet them out real soon !
After exams (:
Not to mention Benjamin Chee.
Lols..
His craziness over his drums set -.-
And i can sing happily with his mike,
in his so called 'recording studio' . xP
And also..
Gilyn mother :D

Lalala.
Just finish watching Wo Cai Wo Cai Wo Cai Cai Cai.
hehs..
And..Alot of past memories just began to flash back..
As i browsed through my photos..
I miss outing with my YIWEI TABOR, Jereen Neo Twinnie, Noel Bro, LIMXINYI etcetc la (:
With SFL of cos.. (:
Hahas.. Also the days i worked in Mos Burger.
Kerby and all the jokers in the kitchen having fun :D
And days slacking out with JM & Kerby bro (:

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IM SAD YOU ALL KNOW!
Cos..
(NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, my hair is becoming blacker and blacker! T.T)

This is specially for NATALIE TAN :

HAHA you this BO XIM one la.
I dont even know whether your read my post !
And if you do, im sure you will be SHOCK!
Cos you sure thought that me and you never take pics tgt before !
hahahahahs.
Your appearance seriously change alot.
butbut i still love you alot.
I know you are going through alot of up and down
but then, feel free to come and speak to me :D
Loves.
I know i very childish, but stop saying i will grow shorter ! LOL.

YIWEI, XINYI (:

ok its super ugly.
hahahas. but i dont care :D
We were super crazy last time.

dearest :D

Took my parents' spects.
LOL.
To entertain your one, so must laugh k -.-

Now de me, change quite alot le (:

Childhood friends la, miss the times with them :D
I still love them, muahaha.
Things has changed, though its quite saddening to think about it at times.
but..
Nvm.
Im always here for you all still de [:
Loves

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OK GOODNIGHT.

Hidden sadness..
Deep down in my heart.
你可以不要这么令人担心吗。
可以好好照顾自己吗。。
笨蛋

2009-05-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

Life SUCKS. When I dont speak to God?
Idontknow Idontknow. ZZ.
Dont even know what I want?
Just have been taking things in my own hands.
And making a mess out of everything.
Without God,
Anger, frustrations, hatred, vulgarities, lost, emptiness
and All kinds of stupid thinking,
All coming into my life once again.

And yesterday i went to trim my hair.
My usual hairdresser was not there.
And i allow someone else to cut for me.
And the hairdress sucks! SUCK. SUCKKKK.
Her skills is *thumb down*.
Gosh.
I asked her to trim only, and keep the length.
And dont cut my 'tail'.
Hello,
She went to cut away my Tail !
ANd the every ends of my hair.
Making my hair shorter and squarish when i tied it up. zz
Rah. I guess im not going to cut my hair within these few months.

Dont know why my mood was alrdy not good since morning.
"fuck them, seriously fuck them" I keep thinking -.-
I know I haven been scolding people vulgarities for very long le.
Gah.
However as i pray and try to put my focus back to God..
All the frustrations and hatred is taken away..
THank you Lord..
Im relying on God..
Prayer and communicating with God always helps..
This is not by coincidence.
Becos if i were to try to do it on my own, I never succeed.
I may even sink deeper.
And.. I've decided to apologise to them.
Even though they dont know what I've done,
But God says go and reconcile with the person first.
And the guilt can be taken away.
As also what the Pastor Daniel preached on Sat. [:
Maybe life really sucks all these while.
But.. God im coming back to the heart of worship..
Im coming back..
Maybe all i need is time. Slowly.. step by step.
Things will get better, im sure..
Thank God for his unfailing love..
And all my sisters who have been encouraging.
ANd not to mention the leaders, for their hardwork. (:

Done.
Nothing much already..
Trying to prepare for exams now.
Though my chem physics and a maths really sucks.
Im going crazy. Lols T.T
I want tuition on sat morning ! [:
Given by the church for free.
Svv will arrange for us soon, yay.

Bye all.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR THIS MYE :D

想你。
不管去年你做了什么，
不管过去发生了什么事，
但我知道这次是我的错。。
是我带给你的痛。
我真的不想。。真的。
可是。。我没办法。。。
对不起）：
其实我也很痛。。
也许这三天是一场美梦。。
梦醒来一切又回到原点。
我不知道你我之间有什么说不出的缘分。
从我中一到中三，已有两年多了。。
都没有改变过。
我不知道这种感觉会跟着我到何时。
也许经过了这次的事情，
我和你再也不会有任何的瓜葛了。
我很遗憾。。。。我们连朋友都没得做了吧。。
希望时间会冲淡一切的一切。。
而你，也会好好的照顾自己。。。

我心中有一道伤口。。
带着伤感和遗憾。。

2009-04-25T20:15:00.000-07:00

WHY??
Lord, I disappoint you so many times..
I always choose what I want to do, instead of listening to you.
When I feel like talking to you, I talk to you.
When I dont feel like talking to you, I do my own things.
I can choose to do my own things for the whole day.
And leaving you alone,
Never knowing how much you want to speak to me!

When problems come, I give up..
I choose to do things my own way.
Never trusting in you..
Never allowing you to guide my path.
...

BUT YOU STILL CHOOSE TO LOVE ME.

Today,
You touched me again..
Lord you have won my heart..
I realised without you Im nothing!
When my parents ask me what do we learn in church,
What does the pastor always says on Saturday?
I CANT EVEN ANS THEM!
Becos I haven been speaking to you,
Haven been allowing the Holy Spirit to fill me..
Without your presence, I cant do anything..
Im not doing anything for my family.

But Bible Says,
With faith as small as a mustard seed,
We can move mountains.
We can heal people.
We can drive our demons in your name.
We can reach out to the heartbroken ones.
We can change things around.
Dear God,
I want to trust in you.
I want to help my family.
I want to reach out to my friends.
Use me oh God.. Use me.

Today, God.
I want to speak to my parents,
Tell them specificly how you change my life oh God!
God please guide me along..
Anoint my lips.. Give me the words..
To change this family around.
To help Jia Qi to walk the right path..
Now that you have given me this chance..
I dont want to waste it away.
Convince my parents oh God, touch them with your love.
Help me to come to you freely every Saturday.
Give me some strength to run this face.
Give Jia Qi some strength to run this race.
Becos when we take 1 step, you will take the 99 steps
To let us come close to you.

We are in a spiritual war..
And with you, the Devil have no hold over my family and my friends.
No hold over me.
No hold over my Bro&Sis In Christ.
I trust in you Lord..
I will never forget how you love me.
It's different from the love I get from any guys in the world..
Your love is unfailing, ever forgiving and everlasting..
Patiently and Selflessly..
You changed my life.
I love you.
But I know you love me more.
Thank you for carrying the sins of everybody on your shoulder.
Thank you for taking the punishment for us.
Thank you for dying on the cross for us.
Thank you for washing away my sins.
Thank you for loving me.

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In Jesus Name.
Amen.

2009-04-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

Hellooooooooo [:
This week have been staying at home after sch.
Friday got chinese exam...
Cant finish paper AGAIN.
Whats the problem with me -.-
Argh dont wanna talk about it.

AFter sch go home rest awhile.
Watch meteor garden.
Then went out meet
Xiao Qi, Priscilla Lee, Priscilla Low at Fajar Mac (:
Wanted to study at first..
But not in the mood, Lols..
Some people came after that.
Slacking around and talking with
Alicia, Regine, Maggie <3, Vivien, Alicia, Vanessa, Yuen Yung at FAJAR.

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Nat called and ask me go Plaza MOS study with her (:
Off i go ~
Reached there and did my homework..
Kevin and Pearlyn over there.. (:
Walked home with Dar at 9 plussss.
Talking about ghostttttttttt -.-
LOL.
Sent Dar home cos she scaredddd.
hahahah bleah..
K thats all.

Yesterday night just teared
becos of stress given by mummy.
She threw my bible on the floor, (glad she did not keep it this time-.-)
And hit my head so hard..
Well she asked me to sleep early.
If not i will be very slow during exams..
Maybe its not her fault after all.
I need to do something about this.
Yep.. But glad there's someone to cheer me up that night.
Woke up with swollen eyes :X
Today just lying around at home,
And doing my homework (:

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Nothing much le hahas..
But Im soooooooooooo sad !
Becos Venessa say that my hair looks sooo fake !
LOLS.
She said Jiaqi's de too.
Hais, i know why.
My hair is really spoiling -.-
Lols.. I need hair treatment..
Da Jie pls buy something for my hair or faceeeee :D
Gees.

BYEBYE!

Some overdue pics to share (:
Stay tuned for more new pics :D

2009-04-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

I Miss the whole group <3

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Hihi !

Saturday have carnival.
Din manage to get into the second round.
Discouraged again during one of the match -.-
And prayer works again :D
Braced myself up for the next match.
But in the end we lost 2 matches in total so we were out.
Next. Bused down to COSBT.
HOHO!
Miss them (:
SNN talked to me awhile and it really cheered me up!
Discussion, prayer..
Service was AWESOME.
God's presence was super strong.
And I just teared uncontrollably..
Yes the week has been really a mess,
But decided to hand it all up to GOd then (:
Leaders went around to pray for us during the praise&worship.
The whole service prayed together afew times.
So Im recharged again.
Thank God (: I Love Him.
I love Acts 3.2 still.. never gonna change.

Sunday just stayed at home so sian.
Monday after sch went home straight.
Today also !
So guai ! wahahahaha.
Im currently catching "Meteor Garden I"
Lols.. this show has got the popular F4 you all rmb?
I watched it when I was in Primary School.
Such a long time ago.
Dont know why feel like watching it again.
Cooool. :P

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Evening went to have dinner with cc, doris, xiao qi.
And some discussion.
Saw peggy steady, regine xiaokeai, Alicia and Maggie on the way.
Happy happy (:
Homed by now.
Off to do my stuffs.

PS: I love Jiaqi, Da Jie, Papa and Mama the most ! HEES.

THATS ALL !
Bye (:

2009-04-20T02:39:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLIED

Im so sorry..
Because of procastination.. :X
Hahas.
Next time I will reply asap!
And not pile them up like a mountain. :P
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2009-04-17T19:15:00.000-07:00

Trainings for Wed and Thurs.
Thurs went down to YCS for friendly (:
Today have english oral.
Everytime I will use 'la' whatever all this extra words..
But this time I didnt.
Seems that I have improved.
And not so nervous this time.
Thank God for the peace and calmness given
as I prayed before the oral. (:
Homed with Kelly Cheryl Judith Natalie Chua Zheng & Clement

Thats all .
Night met Clement Teowwww.
Dinnered and slacked awhile with him, hees.
Thanks alot (:
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It's all disappointment ..
It still doesnt get any better by now...
I feel so weak .
Dont feel like carrying on..
Sigh. Why am i crying for them.

2009-04-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Cant make it to church.
Because mother dont let..
But i went in the end, only reached at 7pm
To return something to the CAFE.
It was urgent so my mother had no choice.
And then went to buy bubble tea after that.
Saw Peggy with red eyes..

Hope she will cheer up and stay positive (:

After that, Bused home~

Sunday

Hello, its family day?
Grandparents came to my housee.
Grandpa had a fall and had just recovered..
Glad to see them come (:
They gave me and Qi each 15 bucks.
Happy ! :D
Grandparents have been doting my sisters and I since we were young.
Love them loads.
Supposed to meet Nat in the evening,
But then mother was having headache for the whole day.
And she vomitted in the evening D:
Argh.
Then the meeting with Nat was cancelled.
So sorry about it... ><

Monday

oh oh its monday ! xP
Im quite happy with my performance today..
I was quite energetic during the lessons..
Heeees. At least I din sleep for the whole day.
After school...

Gilyn House>My house>BBP>Jurong Point>Home~

Had LJS with Gilyn !
Headed down to JP !
Accompany her buy present for her bf (:
Woots, have an enjoyable time with her.
The bus journey was interesting with a common topic.
Tee hees.
Walk so many rounds around JP to find her couple cup! -.-
Lols..
in the end she bought a DIY cake for her bf !
Funny seh, her hands were shaking,
When she was decorating the cake..
I helped alittle.. Well well,
The outcome is good i suppose?
Haha the cake looks cute !
Gilyn is super generous, she went to find her bf after that.
But blanjah me to cab home,
As it was late by then..
Hehes.. Nice day !
Lots of love to Gilyn ! :D

Thats all..
Byee

Many people are falling sick recently.
so many around me are having fever -.-
Get well soon !
Must take cares [:

2009-04-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hey guysss.
Shall post about Saturday and Sunday
on some other days.

Gotta go do my homework!
Nights <3

Things changed.
I feel that I dont belong.
I tried to brace myself up a few times before.
But this time..
Im getting tired..
I needed more time.

Down.

2009-04-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

Friday

Hello today is good friday (:
Having a BBQ at Fajar.
Doris's mother paid all the expenses.
Noble ! Clap claps.
Invited many people to come along.
Wendy, Vivien and Vivian came with me (:
thanks for coming yea.
Hope everyone enjoy over there.
Like Elisa, Yuen Yong, Mavis, Jaslin, Raymond, Yue Kai etc~
Big thanks to those who have been helping out.
To start the fire.. to cook the food.. to buy the charcoal etc.
And Sister Vivian for providing the Fried Rice and other food too (:

SOmething to share of what i learnt on that day (:

Learning how to master my emotion

Many times we let our emotion determines our motion.
Example..
In the fits of our anger, we said some hurtful stuffs to our love ones.
And we only realised the hurt we inflicted on them after we cool down.
However, with the help of Jesus,
we are able to let motion determines our emotion! (:

Well because of some comments from others..
I felt really down and discouraged..
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I actually went home to change into a new shirt.
because it was stained by the charcoal when i was helping out.
I took the time to pray..
God showed me Psalms 31..
I felt alot better then
After God speaks. (:

I could actually distance myself from others, becos of the comment.
I could actually not care about my invited friends and appear to be sad for the whole night.
But after God speaks,
I felt so much better when i went back to the bbq pit.
Continue to help out over there.
And chatted alot with Wendy (:
Talked to the person still,
Well maybe the comment made was not really on purpose.
Forget about it~
Had a small chat with others who are not from wsss too.
Like Maco, Jia He, Jane, Ma Tong, Justin, Yi An (:

Good day :D
After the bbq, met Kellie and Jolyn at 11pm..
Talk awhile only then Kellie going to meet Diana.
Something happen after that but shan't elaborate much on it.
Jolyn helped me to carry some BBQ stuffs back home.
As I cant carry all back on my own.
THanks alot ! :D

Home sweet home~
I <3 Acts 3.2

2009-04-11T17:27:00.000-07:00

Thursday

Last day of the week.
Late for school but passed the spot check [:
After that chatted with Regine and Peggy at 5th floor.
Next, PE lesson.
Boring de lo..
Then recess. With Wendy and Yu Feng.
Lessons go on and on..
And then came to the end of the day.
Ms Chan spoke to me.
Said she wanna meet my parents, for my late coming.

And then after the talk with her,
I cried..
Alone. In the class.

Ms Chan is a christian.
And.. God just uses her to speak to me.
Though it was harsh, but i guess her words 'woke me up'.

I shouldnt have use my quiet time as an excuse.
Shouldnt have.
I can actually wake up extra early in the morning, to do my quiet time.
It may require extra effort,
But God is definitely worth the climb.

I realised I have not been honouring God.
If Jesus is here today, taking him as an example..
And according to the bible.
Would Jesus sleep in class?
Would Jesus be late for school?
Would Jesus hand up his homework late?
No..
No, Jesus WONT.

Then why am I doing it?
I have not been a good testimony for God.
This was what I was thinking on that day..
And yes, I want to change.
I want to.
I want to honour God.
I need to manage my time well always.
And use my time wisely..

Dear Sisters in Christ:

Just some words for all of you..
Yes, God has changed us alot all this while..
Changed our lives..
But..
Do we realise that sometimes we go back to our old ways?
If not..
Are we allowing some bad habits to cling onto us, when we are following God?..
If we continue to allow that to happen..
It is not healthy, in our walk with God (:
Think about it ..
Jiayous, I love all of you.

2009-04-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

Hihi.
Update for the week.

Last Friday

030409
Hello.
This is one day before Qian Yi's birthday.
We were having vegetarian steamboat at her house.
With Qian Yi, Jereen, Xin Mei, Charmaine, Xinyi and Yating.
Oh it's so nice (:
I only have vegetarian steamboat once a year.
After that we went slacking under her house.
Saw Maggie and Jia Qi at Fajar Mac.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Qian Yi (:
Bought a bracelet for her..

Friendly Match with the CCK

We won.
But didnt do very well.
Nice game still.

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Well.
For this week...
Monday and Wednesday have training.
Well,
Have been sick for so long.
Havent been training with them for a period of time.
Nice days with them.

And..
Have been late for school lately.
Cant seems to wake up early.
Got to manage my time well in the day.
So that I can sleep early..

Thats all I guess,
Bye, Loves

2009-04-11T17:00:00.000-07:00

Hi Im back. (:

Last Saturday

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Gonna post about this.
Have been missing church 2weeks.?
And I managed to come this time.
Feeling great. Missing everyone over there.
Church is like my second home.
I feel Joy and Love always.
And I love every single person over there.
Well, i enjoyed the discussion session and the praying with Doris and Xiao Qi.
I love the chocolates given by cc (:
Then, off we go for service.
God's presence is really really strong.
Praise and Worship rocks.
Its Brother Andrew again (:

And then.
Preaching by Pastor Daniel (:
Aww i miss Pastor! (:
Preaching about Anger .

ANGER

Impacted me alot.
Well,
if we guys want to let anger stays,
it will cause us heart attack. (physically and spiritually)
Learnt that i should truly forgive people.
Becos God loves me so much,
And has forgiven me so many times ,
when i disappointed Him !
So why shouldnt I forgive others?
If I dont forgive, how can i expect God to forgive me?

Something that I remembered it by heart:
My hurt is not a story to tell
I should stop,
Telling others how much he has hurt me. Or how hurt am I.
Im only causing self destruction to myself.
Reminding myself of all those things.
I should forgive and let it go.

Many a times we tell ourselves we have forgiven the person.
But no.
We are only storing everything inside our heart.
And one day, everything will just come out.
Everything will just explode like a time bomb.
So, the key is to, truly forgive.
People can often provoke us, but only we can continue to be angry.
Forgiveness is a choice, NOT a feeling.

How to remove anger?

1. Identify what and with whom you are angry with.
2.Determine what they owe you.
3. Cancel the debt.

(Forgetting the debt and cancelling the debt is totally different)

4. Dismiss the case.

(Dont reopen the case again)

*Memories and hurt will flood back.
But I should face it.
And tell myself, I have cancelled the debt.
That person doesnt owe me anything anymore (:
Memories is just memories.
What I do with my memories determines my impact.

Lastly,
I love God.
Someone who change me from the inside out. <3

2009-02-27T04:43:00.000-08:00

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2009-01-25T09:54:00.000-08:00

Hihi!
So sorry tt it takes me 2 weeks to update !
Lols.. Have been too busy..
Let me now tell you what have i been doing..
I went to queensway a number of times,
I bought my new sports shoe ! My mei also (:
We went to amend our new jersey too.

Congrats to B div for winning Dunearn Sec At 31-7 !

And C div for winning Unity Sec At 26-3 !

There's more matches coming up.
We are really going to fight our hardest (:
Jiayou netballers !

Then..
Me, Mei, Luke, You Yang && Cheong Seng went cc house.
We watch very er xin de show lah !
The show is called SAW!
Its like, the people will get killed one by one in a scary way.
Got one , the mouth get stitched up.
Another is, the hair stucked in a machine.
kena pull and pull until her scalp all bleeding.
LOLS !
K it sounds stupid here, but when you watch it.
Its very very disgusting.
We watched half way dont want watch le :P

As usual enjoyed church :D
thanks Cheong Seng for lending me his guitar !
Yippee ! xD

Sis, Steady and Me at Timah before church :D

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Oh oh Im busy with school and trainings.
K im going crazy with A maths and E Maths !
These few days have been tired at school..
Yea..
And busy with class decorations too !
It was quite a last minute preparation la..
So ke lian there was one day when i did it all aloneee.
Heng yiwei nad and stella got look for me (:
Then previously have wan jun caroling and yan ling,
Plus Leon and Shafiq (:
In the end we never win. K nvm :D

Friday is our sch new year celebration..
It is the first time i feel the cny mood in sch :DD
Lols !
It was really good lah, the perfomance all these.
Plus got Judith and yiwei crapping with me.
hahahs lovee ! x)
AFter sch, i went home.
Prepared le then headed to Bugis with mummy.
Oh yea, so long never shop with mother.
Pei mother choose her bag and shoe,
choose very long sia ! Lols..
Soo tired && hungry.
After dinner, time for my things (:
Bought two tops, a new black skinny, shoes, and bag .
Mei bought her shoes as well. Thanks Mummy <3>Saturday
I went to trim my fringe ..
Went to plaza buy things with mummy..
Clear my table..
And then headed to church :D
I was late, but thank God i didnt miss the sermon..
After church, Went Chinatown with ..
SVV, CCC, Mei, Peggy, Christopher, You Yang, Wei Hao, Luke, Qi Jun && Eileen
We had our dinner~ Food is very nice over there !
Then we went to walk walk~

Let the pics do the talking ! hehs :D

Chow Chin

Christopher , cute !

Dont know what steady doing, LOL!

Dumb sis

Wei Hao You Yang & Chris

We freaked out when we saw it, yes quite dumb.

Area leader SVV :DD

ACt cute bodoh ! xD

One family (:

Loves

Walking around (:

Sis eating (: Cute.

Qi jun with her spects. Lols cute !

Kay just acting, cos is speaker corner LOL.

Chatting and singing as we roam around Clarke Quay

Beautiful !

ANother dumb thing that happens on that day was..
My flats was torn !
Lols !
And i walked barefooted on the road..
Qi Jun and CC accompany me go buy new shoe.
And the new shoes is nice too !
THanks Qi Jun for choosing for me. kekes x)
Although China Town was very crowded, but
We really enjoyed ourselves (:

Im thankful that they are always there for me. <3

Thats all that happened before CHU XI (:
I will post CNY much later.. :P
Nights !

2009-01-12T08:10:00.000-08:00

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2009-01-10T05:59:00.000-08:00

Yo!
Today woke up.
Go church learn guitar :DD
wooots !
Its has been a dream to worship the Lord with my guitar.
And im sure i can do that soon. Yay !
I just need an acoustic guitar nowwww !
Clement teow came with me today.
And yea today was great !
The ice breaker was SHIOK !
and the forfeit is very funny. See our macho guys !
Two guys have to carry one guy and run a distance.
See who faster ! hahahs.
obvious is clement and wei hao wins !

After sermon we dinnered together..
Yea and went home :D

Taken last time. Nice?
I love the clouds, really (:

Greeny Greeny (:
Learnt how to appreciate all these stuffs..

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Hey i think this is really something to think about.
HOw many a times have we really slow down in our life
Look at the things around us..
And appreciate them? :D

Hehs.

GOODNIGHTS ! <3

2009-01-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry for updating so late.
Cant rmb what i done this week :P
Only rmb i kept falling alseep in class.. very tired~
But still force myself wake up.
Eye lid open close open close, teacher keep looking at me LOL.
At least i try ! :D hees.

Then just training these few days..
Yea nothing much..
Nothing to write !
Stay tune for more updates !
Nights~

2009-01-05T02:54:00.000-08:00

Sunday

Thank God for helping me to wake up on time.
Though I din set alarm for morning.
Still i woke up at 10 plus.
Prepared and headed to plaza for discipleship :D
But the stupidddddddd cc and solo late !
Kk nvm~
Discipleship was great, God speaks :D
Yummy yummy food from LJS.

After that !
went to play bball with them, saw isabelle&jing xuan
And two really tall guys, quite nice hohos.
so happy cos i learnt a diff kind of layout tt day :P
Hehes..
Bought my bubble tea !
Went home in the evening (:

Today

Morning meet up with all my bro& sis :DD
Sch was ok..
But i keep falling asleep ):
Got to sleep early !
After tt was training, quite fun.
I was quite high hohos.
Got to do my homework le..
Jiayu is not the same as last year anymore k ! xD
Byeeeeeeeee

2009-01-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

First day of sch ~
K the night before cant sleep..
Morning wake up, hair color not caught by cher.
Woots ! cos the black dye dropped..
But when the teacher walk past me my heart was pounding.
LOL.
k as usual hear Mr seet's speech, went back class~
My co & form teacher are nice (:
dadada. Nth much for the day.
Was real tired. Slept before i went for my training.
Training was nice tt day (:

Today !
Woke up and went church like usual (:
Pastor Daniel is awesome!
During dinner, left my wallet in mac.
Was quite fed up with myself.
I lost it many times.
Lucky i found it, everyone was praying for me.
Thank God and those tt prayed for me ! :DD
Thats all for today.
Nights people ! <3

2009-01-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

YO!
Gonna post about what i do during the holidays.
But Not going to say much, cos abit forget le (:
Let the pics do the talking !
Kays i have been busy with netball and work !
I seriously miss my work mates at mos (:
They're so funnnnnny and loving hohos.
But other than these, still have alot of fun outside (:

CC HOUSE

went to chow chin house watch vcd !
We cooked our own spaghetti and jelly !
wooots, it was enjoyable tt day. :D

Next next next.
Steamboat at Peggy's house

With dear ACTS3 members !
Oh oh i love them !
So many fooood that day. YUMM.
After eating we went to play games :D

Next next next.
Games at Ngee Ann Poly

That day was funnn.
PLay captain ball at Ngee Ann.
Invited alot of friendsss.
We use netball to play, but after tt we change.
Use banana. Papaya! many many disgusting food!
ANd it went PIAK on the flooor.
Hahas yuck..
AFter the games we head to church.
GREAT !

Next !
WS Musical

Yap Jia QI & Yap Jia Yu xD

Still gotttttt.
Out with Mummmmy

See mummy so sexyy luh ! LOL.

Christmas Bash

Who is this??? raping in process

TA DAAAAAAAAAAAA! JUSTIN. LOLL.

Christmas with Peeps

K just fooling around, looks dumb

Whats more??
Going Benjamin Chee Kor house do recording.
Movie with him at cineleisure!
And he appeared on the news!
So proud of him (:

CLICK TO ENLARGE !

Yep yep.
Still got go swimming with Nat, Peg, Regine, Vannesa, Qi Jun !
Thats funnnnnn.
Qi Jun they all keep going down water pull my leg.
And i cant swim !
Lols bully lah.
Its an enjoyable day.

Still got shopping with Nat Dar and Jiaqi Sis && Solomon !
Go fareast~
bought le dress and stuffs.
Woots (:

Days with Nattt are stupidddd.
Hahas.. always make her laugh until peng !
Worked ice cream with her too !
Got people buy de hua i super high.
K easily contented -.- hohos.

Andddddddd.
Still got alot of days talking with Kerby and Jia Ming Bro.
Went out slacking with them.
Went to IMM with them and SHao Hui too x)
Pei Kerby go fix his hp..
Then we go walk walk awhile.
Bro Buy his converse shoes. Nice (:
ohhh great day :D
Got go carpark play fire hose with kerby and jm bro awhile.
Splash the water down until the road.
k Im childish!

(bold as requested by TANG JIA MING -.- k dumb bro :D)

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OK done for my holiday updates !
Hope the pics make the post not so boring.
Hees.
Enjoy! :D

2009-01-01T06:49:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all ! :DD
A new year and a fresh start !
Sch reopening tmr , hohos.
I hope everyone is fine.
I miss all my girls and bros!
And and, I will keep more changes & updates tmr.
Bye , goodnights ! (: